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The uncle who had a dream, passed away in my dream

The uncle who had a dream, passed away in my dream Last night, I was in a car ride with an uncle. This uncle has the sweetest smile, great wisdom, can see his kindness from his smile. You see the old grown wrinkles at his face, but he has never complained that he is old. He was sending the children home, and I was as a companion to be with him since I have nothing to do. The kids in the car were laughing and playing, and I told them to be quiet. There were silence at a moment, but they end up started back again. Talk about kids, they were distracting yet adorable. After send all the kids home, I and uncle had a short chat. Uncle said, “ you know, kid, life is short, but I feel great that I can live in such a long life and I am grateful to god for letting me be it in the world with everyone I know or maybe , whom I don’t know, to feel what is it like to be in a life. Life can be up and down, but we should not give up life easily, take everything as a challenge.” Out of curio

fate?never ending pain of everything?

I was waiting but there it goes, empty promises...and it gone by the wind. Is it fate? Or it was meant to be? Was it really my wrong, or it is someone who do not want to listen to my explanation? I was sick lying on my bed, no one to turn to, feel so helpless, but my mind tells me to bulk up and wait for you, I had waited for two days continuously, I did not expect much in return, but there was no news from you. Was this a punishment? This is so painful, but who would listen to my cries? Ever since that days, I cannot sleep well, I just cannot, it was a burden in my heart. How long will this be going on? When I almost give up everything, when I keep on cheating myself not to fall for it, but in the end, something came up and make everything change again. But why would this be happening? Can you tell me? Why would I fall for it? Even me myself, I was so confused, I am so sad and heartache, why it can so mean and cruel? I am being stupid myself maybe, or I am cheating myself

A chat with Dr.Devi Shetty, Narayana Hrudayalaya (Heart Specialist)

A chat with Dr.Devi Shetty, Narayana Hrudayalaya (Heart Specialist) The transcript of the chat is given below. Useful for everyone. Qn: What are the thumb rules for a layman to take care of his heart? Ans: 1. Diet - Less of carbohydrate, more of protein, less oil 2. Exercise - Half an hour's walk, at least five days a week; avoid lifts and avoid sitting for a longtime 3. Quit smoking 4. Control weight 5. Control blood pressure and sugar Qn: Is eating non-veg food (fish) good for the heart? Ans: No Qn: It's still a grave shock to hear that some apparently healthy person gets a cardiac arrest. How do we understand it in perspective? Ans: This is called silent attack; that is why we recommend everyone past the age of 30 to undergo routine health checkups. Qn: Are heart diseases hereditary? Ans: Yes Qn: What are the ways in which the heart is stressed? What practices do you suggest to de-stress? Ans: Change your attitude towards lif

Do you mind what people say about you?

Do you mind what people say about you?  Few years back, I will still care or scared when people choose to ignore me or say bad things about me. But now, I feel numb to it, in the end, me is me, not someone who judge or thought that they know us, anyway, they never been, because they are not me, same as me, I am not them. Thank you if you are advising me with a care as a friend, but spank you if you come approach me by telling me what to do if you want it just for your own benefits or jealousy, or not satisfied or unhappy with who I am. If it is bad habit, I will accept your advice, but you judge me based on your thoughts, you are too into your world, learn to grow up and go out and explore more. Anyway, I am too busy to bother what you say, haha!! How about you? Yes, the one who is reading my blog! Share your words with me!

when love...

when love… When the feeling of like or love is coming strong, it is uncontrollable. I cannot believe it is happening, and it is an indirectly feeling from a stranger. Never knew one word, one sentence can affect my feelings. What make my feelings went weak? Crush at first sight; that is my answer. When you think it will succeed, it might just not be working out, not all people can suits my style: being straight forward, being western style, express my feeling, and dare to try. In fact, I think most of the people cannot accept in a way, or scared or avoid then. I do not want to be hurt again, not again, but when weakness of controlling feelings appeared, it is hard to control. I had been telling myself, think of others thing, do not think of it, but it still exist. Failed, try again. Failed? Try again. When Timing went just wrong, when one likes someone but no return back of love, when you lost someone in one second, when someone likes you but he or she is not the